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"Screw it! I choose to accept myself."

5/25/2016

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My doctor said, "I'm not releasing you to debauchery." (No adult beverages for another month!)

I asked, "Why the hell not?"

He gently responded, "Take it slow. Accept that you are better."

Two concussions in less than a year later, I'm over taking it slow. I've laid like a blob for the past three-and-a-half months in a dark room with the blinds down, curtains closed, and no electronics. (Sigh) I've taken time to ponder, reflect, create new goals, dream bigger dreams, and question every ounce of my existence. I've been socially stripped bare to where I resorted to talking to walls, the dogs, and my saving grace, a smiley face balloon.

I've spent the past few months beating myself up for not being able to do simple crap.

​I've nagged at myself for not being able to paint our new house, create curb appeal, tend to I Admire U, follow-up on emails, join events, help friends, help my family, meet our new neighbors, make new friends, make a difference in our new community, explore our new community, plan new workshops, and oh yeah, for gaining weight and looking a hot mess.

My husband, my doctor, my friends, and my family told me consistently give myself time.

They all said, "Don't be so hard on yourself."

I counteracted their encouragement with doubt and my intense fear of missing out (FOMO).

Two days ago, I was fully released. After being released I spent an entire day alone. Happy. Grateful. I noticed an elderly man pushing his bike up a hill, followed by a 3-legged dog walking with a smile. That was my moment of clarity.

Today, I choose to live that moment. Screw it,
​I choose to accept myself. 
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 I choose to accept that I am waaaaaay behind in every project in my life. Screw it! I have plenty of time.

I choose to accept that our house looks exactly the way it does when we bought it. Screw it! We have decades to get 'er done. I mean who doesn't like fluorescent lighting?

I choose to accept that we don't know the names of our neighbors and that I only have one friend so far. Screw it! Valerie is awesome and our neighbors aren't going anywhere. 

I choose to accept I'm squishy and weening from a sugar addiction. Screw it! The stuff tasted good, and I have all summer long to get sexy.

I choose to accept that I was insanely sensitive and said stupid crap to people I love and was selfish and forgot to ask people how they were doing. Screw it! Crap got dark. If they allow me, I'll enjoy showing them my love for a lifetime.

I choose to accept that I missed out on making memories with my family and playing everyday with our son. Screw it! We have tons of fun planned: camping trips, lake walks, fishing, wagon adventures, beach trips, and daily random fun.

I choose to accept that I missed out on a lot of fun bonding with my crew of friends, and that even without a concussion, I will never be available at 3 p.m. for a park play date. Screw it! I will enjoy the time I do have free, be grateful for every thoughtful invitation, and enjoy the new chapter of life our family is in.

I choose to accept that I am so tired after 4 hours that I have no energy to stay up to post incredibly awesome social media posts and write inspiring interviews. Screw it! I'm an everyday woman who faced a very serious injury and there is plenty of time to celebrate more inspiring women. 


It has been a loooooong vulnerable journey. Screw it! I choose to accept myself. 
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What makes a woman influential? 13 inspiring women share their answers

5/18/2016

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There is something about the word "influence" that connects to me. I find it sexy and very mysterious, which I imagine is an odd way to describe a word. While brainstorming ideas for our anniversary month, I realized I was dying to know, "What makes a woman influential?" To answer this question, we invited the inspiring everyday women we interviewed this past year to share their thoughts. 
A huge hug to all the ladies who participated. Thank you for inspiring us once again.
  While I'm still discovering what "influential" means to me, I find beauty in each of the answers below. What do YOU think?...

What makes a woman influential?

1. “Grace under pressure.  Unwavering belief in abilities.” – Maude Reilly

2. “A woman is influential when she talks about her experiences as a way to teach and help others.” – Sandra Taylor


3. “What makes a woman influential is her ability to balance her heart and mind. It is her ability to stand in her truth, even if she alone. Her ability to love, even when it is difficult. Her ability to learn, even when there isn't time. A woman is influential when she pushes herself to grow.” – Audre Gifford


4. “I think influencers are often people who don't intentionally aim to influence but rather, they influence by default because they are confident and true to themselves and others.  This type of authenticity creates an energy that touches others.” – Thi Linh Wernau


"I couldn’t care less about accolades, titles and awards – what I want is authenticity.” – Kristine Sperling



5. “I believe that what makes a woman influential is her character and kindness. Her example of how she interacts with the cashier at the grocery store or the person sitting next to her on the bus can be revealing and impactful.” – Liz Meyer

6. “To me a woman who is influential is one who inspires hope and greatness in others so that the world will be a better place.” – Marta Berry

7. “Women who are influential are those who are kind and open-hearted, who generously share their knowledge, their access, their friends and their connections.  It’s women who open their homes to your family and who welcome you in.  These are the most successful women to me because they are comfortable in their own skin and they are the ones I admire the most and this is the type of woman I strive to be.  I couldn’t care less about accolades, titles and awards – what I want is authenticity.” – Kristine Sperling

8. “I think having a thought or idea to do something, and having the courage to act on it!” – Mary Miller

9. “Men may believe that power, money and strength lead to influence.  But the women I know are influential in a more nurturing manner (support, thoughtfulness, awareness and presence), which may in reality, make them more influential than many men.” – Kristine Konrad


"Her ability to love, even when it is difficult. Her ability to learn, even when there isn't time." - Audre Gifford

10. “The most influential women I know have guts. They do things that others might be afraid to do and that inspire change.” – Nicole Radziszewski

11. “A woman is influential when she lives to make each moment count. How could you not influence every person around you when you are filled with the right stuff?” – Michelle Wulfestieg


12. “Confidence and Courage!  There is nothing more inspiring than jumping out of your comfort zone and having the confidence to pursue dreams.  "Someday" needs to be TODAY and when I see women making their dreams a reality no matter how difficult the path may be or all the no's they may hear, that right there is influential.  We all need to have the mentality, if she can do it, so can I.” - Carly Mazur


13. “A positive spirit and one that encourages others.” – Venita Walker


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